Yeah I need some new wingmen in my life. It would seem that the members of the little group of men who are attempting to better their social skills around women refuse, or choose not to go out. So what am I to do? When I first started going out I used to do a lot of solo-sarging and personally I think my game was much better for it. It forces you to build social skills and meet people.

Another thing I’m going to try is start going to the gym in the morning rather than the night. I think it will help me all in all. Tomorrow I start.

It’s amazing to me that I would stop working out, especially when after I do work out I feel great. I’ve gotten to the point of being a true gym buff before, going 5 days a week regardless of how I felt and coming home completely spent. There were times I would shake I worked out so hard. I remember living in Elizabeth NJ and working out at the YMCA. It was a real mans gym with all free weights. To get in cardio you had to jump rope or walk to the gym. I chose waling to the gym.

After my workout I was so tired and so spent that when I started my half mile trek back home it was like another workout in itself. But my God, when I put my clothes on and stood up at the train station ready to go into work I felt amazing. I was completely a different person and everybody around me knew it. I can feel myself more motivated now to do this than I have ever before. It’s strange though why, after so much progress would I have stopped before. The only thing I can think of was I didn’t want it enough. I want it now, I want it more than ever before, and my journey has begun. Lookout world JunkyFungus is on his way.

After some setbacks and short-comings I gave up the excuse generator and kicked in with the amazing me. Even though it was after midnight I headed back to the gym tonight. I was only able to do a solid 25 minutes of cardio, but I did it. Life is good and all I need to do now is continue on my path of righteousness. Look out world, JunkyFungus is back.

So what’s wrong with the NFL? I’m a bit perplexed by all the recent fines and violations these guys are getting for hard-hitting their opponents. Here are the recent articles from ESPN about fines and suspensions for players playing the game:

Edwards calls fine ridiculous

Patriots WR Moss fined $20K for criticizing officials

Porter apologizes to Jones; still upset about fines

NFL fines Lutui, Rodgers-Cromartie

NFL fines 49ers’ Davis, Gore and more

Expensive season: NFL fines Giants’ Burress $45K

NFL fines Jerry Jones $25K for comments on ref

Sources: NFL fines Saints’ Payton for comments

Titans’ Haynesworth fined for hit on Chargers’ QB

You can check out the hundreds more here

You read me right: HUNDREDS more and that’s just for this season. Has Roger Goodell ruined the NFL? If he hasn’t he is certainly on the verge of ruining it. This is a full-contact hard-hitting sport that involves tackling the opponent. If he wants to run a sissy sport he should try synchronized swimming or something, but leave my damn NFL alone. I’m a bit skanked out abut all this crap.

On top of that I’m officially saying that the NFL are now fixing games as well. I’m publicly declaring that NFL teams are throwing games to make the season more exciting. Fuck it I think I might go watch reruns of Nastia Lukin doing her floor exercise. More exciting than NFL these days.